Raimundo gingerly took a step forward before stopping again. His red face was staring unblinkingly at the ground, his foot preoccupying itself with kicking up small bits of dirt.
"S-so...uh..."
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Raimundo Slowly placed his hands on Clay's shoulders. He smiled weakly and gingerly leaned forward; his lips hung within centemeters of Clay's. He paused expectantly.
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Raimundo deppened the kiss by slightly parting his lips, allowing Clay's toungue enty. He clinged tighter to Clay's larger frame, his entire body was heating up.
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Raimundo began exploring Clay's oral cavity with his tongue; His entire body was leaning inward into him. After a moment of bliss, Raimundo's eye's shot open and he pulled back slowly.
"C-clay...I wan't to tell you that I..." he trailed off before finishing.
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Raimundo took a step back. Oh no. This is exactly what he had feared would happen. Why did he have to say that!? Things were going so nicely until he opened his big fat mouth!
"I-I...uh..I d-didn't mean..I mean, I'm sor...I mean, uh..." he stammered. Sh*t! Sh*t, sh*t, sh*t! Damn it all to hell! He tried his hardest to look away, in any direction, but he couldn't seem to stray from Clay's gaze.
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(buffi in clay voice:we can stiil make out!,Clay:*takes off shoe and throws it,bufffi:owwww!)
Clay had realized what he had said effected Rai,but it was true,sure Clay had feelings toward Rai but he didnt think it was full blown love,"Rai,dont say your(or yer)sorry.
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Raimundo blinked back the wettness that had unwillingly begun to grow in his eyes.
sh*t...don't cry. Whatever you do, don't cry...
He swallowed and put on a fake face of assurance.
"It's...okay. I...I shouldn't have said anything. I understand." he said quietly, forcing a weak smile. With that, he turned around and began taking a step away.
-- Edited by roundarosie at 02:15, 2006-08-26
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"wa-"was all that clay could manage to squeek out,reaching out,but quickly bringing his hand back to his side,"What the hell was I thinking!?"he asked him selfturning to the temple wallknocking his head aginst it over and over.
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some people cry while chopping onions,the trick is not to form a emotional bond.
Raimundo tried his hardest not to look back as he walked off. He could have sworn he heard Clay walking the other direction, but he refrained form looking. He only made it halfway to his room before a few refugee tears claimed their freedom and rolled down his reluctant face. He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to stop any more tears from flowing.
When he got to his fouton, he fell facefirst and buried his face in his pillow.
He couldn't help but hate himself.
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Dark Secret: I steal soap and shampoo from hotel rooms and the housekeeping carts.
Caly stayed outside for most of the night,he decided to go infor breakfast knowing that he would have to face rai sooner or later,even though how much it hurt.
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some people cry while chopping onions,the trick is not to form a emotional bond.
Raimundo was reluctant to get out of bed at all. His cheeks had a slight sticky feeling of dried salt, and he had a splitting headache. Instead of getting out of bed, he insisted that he was sick to anyone who had come to ask why he was still asleep.
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Dark Secret: I steal soap and shampoo from hotel rooms and the housekeeping carts.
Disturbed from his meditation by the sound of muffled sniffling, Omi walked over to Raimundo's futon, and upon finding the boy with his face buried in his pillow, placed a tentative hand on his shoulder and inquired hesitantly, "Raimundo? What is wrong?"
"You do not appear to be doing cleaning of any kind," said Omi, misunderstanding as usual. However, his tone of voice was sincere and firm when he continued, "But I will not leave. You helped me to feel better, and I wish to do the same for you, if at all possible." A slight crinkling noise could be heard as he shifted a hand which held a folded piece of paper.
"You are intentionally directing the conversation away from yourself, and it is most obvious," Omi stated suspiciously, but he failed to suppress his smile. "However, I shall tell you what this is, since it makes me most happy." He gestured to the paper. "It is a letter from Jermaine."
"Yes, that we can do." He closed his eyes and hugged the letter. "It is not much, but at least it is something." Narrowing his eyes, he gave Raimundo a thorough stare-down. "However, now that I have told you about this paper as you asked, you must answer my question."
"uh..." Raimundo started, pausing before continuing. Somthign about telling his lovelife problems for advise to a 10-year-old didn't bode well with him.
"It...was going good...and...I said somthign stupid. Now I don't even know if we are on speaking terms or not."
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(I waited all day to get Rai alone so I wouldn't disturb you two. T_T But that's why I volunteered Omi to go talk to Clay, so you'd have something to do.
Omi grinned broadly, though it was not at all a scheming grin, but rather a genuinely pleased one. "I shall go, then. I hope I can fix whatever it is that is the problem."